He shuts her out.
Again and again.
For years on end.
Every time it’s harder.
Every time it’s hell.
He shuts her down.
Time after time.
She listens
but does not understand
the silence.
He shuts her door
and walks out cold.
He’s as mad as red,
but won’t admit
the honest cause.
He shuts her heart
and deems it untrue.
Her intentions are
misconstrued.
She wants nothing but him.
He shuts her mouth.
She can’t say a thing
that will make
him understand
his rejection’s blow.
Because his is always
more
larger
complicated
and unknown.
He shuts her out.
She can’t get in.
She sits alone
and wonders
if he will ever
Let her in.
To see a place
that has been
transformed
just for her.
He shuts her out.
She’ll never know.
He won’t clean house.
It scares him so
much more than she does.